hepy n busy n miss she

ok..
simple je..
xde mase nk update blog dah..

sorie..

ok..

now,,dh x menunggu...hepi giler..

but busy wif fuking kmns..
4.00 flat dowh..

k,tu je..

salam

DareDevil....

please say

"YES"

or at least

"wait"

ILYSDFM!

trust me.

mak aku kate........

td,pas ak blik after jumpe DareDevil n akak nyer..
(t la ak post psl hang out ni)

mak ak yg baru pas eksiden tu(now dh ok)
mybe
mak ak dh dpt bace yg ak now ni nga menunggu DareDevil
n
dlm usaha mmbukak pintu hati dye..


mak ak panggil ak n dye ckp

"if u want to see the rainbow,u must go through the rain...

if u want to see a true love,u must go through the pain"

ye mak..saye phm..

bukan setakat pain,sume la akn ak try lalui juz utk dapatkn Daredevil tu..

sumpah,sayang ak juz 4 DareDevil.

but,dye stil susah nk caye..

im serius..

syg sngt kt dye..

menunggu jela..

hope hati dye akn terbukak..

conclusion,

DareDevil,sayang kamu yg maha alam..

trust me please..

1 je yg ak mintak..

please b mine..

i trust u so much,thts y ak menunggu..

ILYSDFM,always..

u r th gurl..

my lyfe now,DareDevil yg control..especialy perasaan ak..

syg sngt kt dAreDevil..

DareDevil,u r th one n only 4 me,4ever..

ak rase hanye 20 saat je..

rush.rush.rush.royan.rush.
ok.
nk tawu agenda ak xbalik sekali ngn family ak mase kt hospital tu..?
actly,sebab nk jumpe dareDevil..(bace post yg lepas)
hmm,ok,tyme ak nga kelam kabut sal parents ak ni..
tetibe dlm kol 11.45 kot,dye msg ak..
dye kate dye ade 1hour from now je..
mak aii!!.
pastu kitorang ade calling2 n bincang2 sumting psl bnde tula..
ak xgtaw dye lg yg parents ak nga eksiden,ak juz ckp now ak kt hospital..
ak spontan tepon mmber ak si terq,suroh dye g umah ak n amek brg then g hospital amek ak.
tyme tu si terq ade kt pos office beli setem hasil(matrik punye angkara).ak pon suro dye belikan sekali r..
si terq on..
simple kn cite,kol 12.30 terq dtg bersame "brg" yg ak nk pass kt didi..
credit to terq.fren sejati..
so,rushing tyme!!!!
jarak hospital ngn angsana agak jaoh la..
dlm kete tu,ak n didi bnyk gak r calling..
bincang abot tuuuuuuuuuuuuuut..tension..
kesian si didi tu dh lame tunggu kt angsana.
actly ak dh offer nk anta dye balik if lambat.ak offer kt akak dye gak..
tp diorang ade agenda sndiri.xpela.
ak kene rush...!!!
sampai je kt traffic light menara HASIL,didi call..
dye kate maybe xsempat..
ouh,NO!!!!!!
menara tu juz sebelah je ngn angsana,ak gtaw la didi n akak dye..
kjap je lg..
hati ak dh xtenang..
finally,thanx kt didi,akak farah,en abd kadir n pn rohaidah..
thanx coz dh bg ak 5minit tu..
lampu hijau je.tros pecut.msuk parking lot belah blakang.didi kt entrance depan.
kuar je kete..ak grab brg tu tros berlari g entrance..
tyme nek tangga letrik tu didi call..
didi,pliss,saya sedang berlari!!!!!!!
dh nk sampai pintu entrance tu,ak slow ckit,nk cover macho.
ak nmpk daredevil n akak dye kt tmpt tunggu teksi.
ak g situ pas brg n borak dlm 30 saat.
then diorang pegi coz parentz diorang dh lame nunggu..
sorie.
20 saat yg ak nk citer is
ak nmpk dye from pintu entrance tu dlm 5 saat,then ak jalan tp x nengok muke dye.
tyme bg brg 5saat..
tme borak2 tu ak bnyk nengok akak dye tp ade la dlm 3saat ak nengok muke dye..
abis cite ak nengok parent diorang yg cm dh mrh je kt ak..(parents diorang dlm kete)
then
tyme nk blah ak sempat nengok dye 4 abot 5saat lg kot n nmpak dye cm angkat tngn ckit kt ak..
n dye tros jln dgn agk laju..ak nampak belakang dye jela..
hmmm..tp if ade human error,kirenye juz 20saat utk tgk muke DareDevil tu..
fuhh,20 saat yg memerlukan ak rushing n berlari n blank n dll..
but sngt priceless,atleast ak sempat bg brg tu kt dye..
n xtawu la dye suke ke x ngn brg tu..tp ak bg coz ak caye dye suke..
ntah la..
conclusion..
ILYSDFM DareDevil..
n ak akn try tunaikan sume jnji ak,if ade la.gagaga.lyk yg td.
even kene rushing2,penat,kebulur,s long dpt buat dye hepy.enuf.
btw,sorie coz dh menunggu ak..
jgn lupe salam2 yg ak paskn 4 ur parents n akak farah tu..
hmmm.
meroyan dlm kepenatan.

big bos n the queen....

rush..rush..rush..
pagi td after tgk MU menang lwn arsenal..
ak ingt nk tido
tp dh azan suboh plak..
semayang la..
then,baru nk lelap..
adik ak si irfan ni plak tertinggal bas..
dh la hujan,ak ngn adik ak ni pon berbungkus bju hujan n strt moto..
after anta adik ak g skola..
ak cm nk on9 la jap,nk wat blog,nk cite sal yg ak arini bkl jumpe ngn didi..
tp
tetibe akak ak yg rush masuk bilik ak n cakap
"rep,mak n bpk eksiden!"
BANG!
ak ngn spontan nye bngun g umah jiran pinjam moto(arini mak n ayh ak g keje nek moto,kete servis)
seluar pendek n baju tido ak g meround area masai,sume klinik ak g..
tyme tu baru pukol 7.30(mak ak g keje kol 6.30)
xde ape ak jumpe..
ak try kol mak ak tp henfon off..
ak balik umah n tgk sume dh risau..
dh la pagi tu hujan..
ak meround pon x pkai baju hujan,basah x terkate la.
maklom la,parents eksiden la weyh..ko sebagai anak xkn nk g make up dulu n baru g cari.
kalo korang mcm tu la kn,mmg sah ank derhaka..
anak mane x syg mak weyh!!!!
so,
bnde yg ak,akak,nenek n atok ak is juz menunggu..
ak rase korang pon fhm la ngn perasaan kitorang tyme tu..
xde respon from fon mak ak..
xde berita..
ak xtawu terok o tak...
blank,no idea,,1-1 nye jalan is juz waitg..
tetibe dlm kol 9,sum1 tepon akak ak..
inform psl mak n ayh ak..diorang ade kt hospital sultan ismail..
n sum1 tu gtaw,xde bnde nk risau,everyting ok..
fuhh,lega ckit...
ak,akak,nenek n adk2 ak yg kecik2 bersiap nk g hospital..
naek kete kwn akak ak..
sampai hospital,ak jumpe bpk ak..dye luka ckit kt siku n lebam kt lengan..
ak xtunjuk yg ak ni risau..
ak jumpe dye n ckp
"ok x?mak mcm mane?moto ktne?"
tu je ak tnye..
mak ak tyme tu nga amek x-ray..lame giler..
coz mak ak cm terkehel kt bhgian leher..
jam dh kol 11.30,mak ak xkeluar lg..
simple kn cite..
12.00 mak ak kuar,mak ak cm nga pening lg xley jalan,kene tolak ngn kerusi roda tu.
12.05,.mak,ayh,akak,nenek n adk2 sume balik nek kete mmber akak ak tu..
hati dh tenang ckit..
ak stay kt hospital coz ade agenda seterusnye..
conclusion,
glad mak n ayh ak ok..
syg mereka sngt2..
4ur info,
since pagi nengok bola till kol 12.05 tu ak xtido,xmkn,penat thp gaban!

again......

mmg mcm yg aku agak..
this week mmg bz n mmg susah nk jumpe ngn dye..
byase nye kite g cs,nengok wyg sume tu tp xpela,dh borink..
so,actly ak nk pass sumting kt dye..
ak contct la akak dye,hrp2 dpt la jumpe kt area kebun teh tu..
xde la nk kacau aktiviti dye tu t
tp
terkantoi lak..
baru nk wat surprise...
mmg ni adela surprise ak yg ke-4 yg xbrjaye since dye g plkn...
mmg malang si epin ni...
then dye kate nk jumpe je kt angsana..
esok o lusa..
xtawu jd ke x..
dye kate nk amek barang..
so,kire nye jumpe ak ni juz mcm "isi2 sampingn" dlm karangan BM..
sebenarnye,4me..penting sngt nk jumpe dye..
ak nk borak2,mybe agak lame(if xblank la).
ntahla..
tgk jela t..
maklom la,pasni masing2 akan busy..
1st sem kt matrik mmg bz..senang la dye nk lupekn ak..
dye xphm..
n byk lg la yg ak pkir abot her yg sume nye mybe btol.
tp ak still prcaye yg
dye actly mmg *** kt ak tp dye x *** n xbrani *** *** lg..(sorie cm poyo,tp ni naluri ak)
coz dye x caye kt ak lg...

conclusion,please mark my word..
i love you so damn freakin much,always..
dua lagu ni yg ak nk dye dgr
"ku ingin kamu,kerna ku sayang kamu"
n
hope sngt yg angsana ni jd even bukan ade ape pon kt situ...
jujur takot dye borink..
4me,cukup la ade tmpt nk duduk n selesa nk borak2.
x tawu la bape org yg ikot dye t..
hmm.
again,aku syg kamu..
dulu,kini n selamenye if dye nk..

.............................lagi......

she simple said ".....bukan semua kite nk,kite bole dpt..."
nk tawu???
ayt tu mmbunuh ak..
mcm ak ni juz seketul batu kecik kt tepi jalan..
no one cares..
kene pijak ke,kene taik ke..who cares???
mybe mmg,dye xpnah serius..xpnah phm..susah nk phm..
sakit..
ak nk sngt lepas semua yg ade kt dlm hati ni..
tp....
xley..
i need her so much,
ak sakit,kene kutuk,kene hina..
yup,maybe mmg patot pon dihina n dikutuk o dcaci..
sape la sngt epin ni...
no one cares abot epin...
hanye dye yg dpt tolong ak tp is juz lyk mimpi dlm mimpi..
sakit sngt...
thts y,ak hope sngt2,one day,dye bole bunuh je ak tros..
tp
ini sume slh ak..
mnyusahkn btol la epin ni..
n xde sorang pon nk tawu abot th true story..
dun knoe.
ilysdfm didi.
please phm.