DareDevil....

please say

"YES"

or at least

"wait"

ILYSDFM!

trust me.

mak aku kate........

td,pas ak blik after jumpe DareDevil n akak nyer..
(t la ak post psl hang out ni)

mak ak yg baru pas eksiden tu(now dh ok)
mybe
mak ak dh dpt bace yg ak now ni nga menunggu DareDevil
n
dlm usaha mmbukak pintu hati dye..


mak ak panggil ak n dye ckp

"if u want to see the rainbow,u must go through the rain...

if u want to see a true love,u must go through the pain"

ye mak..saye phm..

bukan setakat pain,sume la akn ak try lalui juz utk dapatkn Daredevil tu..

sumpah,sayang ak juz 4 DareDevil.

but,dye stil susah nk caye..

im serius..

syg sngt kt dye..

menunggu jela..

hope hati dye akn terbukak..

conclusion,

DareDevil,sayang kamu yg maha alam..

trust me please..

1 je yg ak mintak..

please b mine..

i trust u so much,thts y ak menunggu..

ILYSDFM,always..

u r th gurl..

my lyfe now,DareDevil yg control..especialy perasaan ak..

syg sngt kt dAreDevil..

DareDevil,u r th one n only 4 me,4ever..

ak rase hanye 20 saat je..

rush.rush.rush.royan.rush.
ok.
nk tawu agenda ak xbalik sekali ngn family ak mase kt hospital tu..?
actly,sebab nk jumpe dareDevil..(bace post yg lepas)
hmm,ok,tyme ak nga kelam kabut sal parents ak ni..
tetibe dlm kol 11.45 kot,dye msg ak..
dye kate dye ade 1hour from now je..
mak aii!!.
pastu kitorang ade calling2 n bincang2 sumting psl bnde tula..
ak xgtaw dye lg yg parents ak nga eksiden,ak juz ckp now ak kt hospital..
ak spontan tepon mmber ak si terq,suroh dye g umah ak n amek brg then g hospital amek ak.
tyme tu si terq ade kt pos office beli setem hasil(matrik punye angkara).ak pon suro dye belikan sekali r..
si terq on..
simple kn cite,kol 12.30 terq dtg bersame "brg" yg ak nk pass kt didi..
credit to terq.fren sejati..
so,rushing tyme!!!!
jarak hospital ngn angsana agak jaoh la..
dlm kete tu,ak n didi bnyk gak r calling..
bincang abot tuuuuuuuuuuuuuut..tension..
kesian si didi tu dh lame tunggu kt angsana.
actly ak dh offer nk anta dye balik if lambat.ak offer kt akak dye gak..
tp diorang ade agenda sndiri.xpela.
ak kene rush...!!!
sampai je kt traffic light menara HASIL,didi call..
dye kate maybe xsempat..
ouh,NO!!!!!!
menara tu juz sebelah je ngn angsana,ak gtaw la didi n akak dye..
kjap je lg..
hati ak dh xtenang..
finally,thanx kt didi,akak farah,en abd kadir n pn rohaidah..
thanx coz dh bg ak 5minit tu..
lampu hijau je.tros pecut.msuk parking lot belah blakang.didi kt entrance depan.
kuar je kete..ak grab brg tu tros berlari g entrance..
tyme nek tangga letrik tu didi call..
didi,pliss,saya sedang berlari!!!!!!!
dh nk sampai pintu entrance tu,ak slow ckit,nk cover macho.
ak nmpk daredevil n akak dye kt tmpt tunggu teksi.
ak g situ pas brg n borak dlm 30 saat.
then diorang pegi coz parentz diorang dh lame nunggu..
sorie.
20 saat yg ak nk citer is
ak nmpk dye from pintu entrance tu dlm 5 saat,then ak jalan tp x nengok muke dye.
tyme bg brg 5saat..
tme borak2 tu ak bnyk nengok akak dye tp ade la dlm 3saat ak nengok muke dye..
abis cite ak nengok parent diorang yg cm dh mrh je kt ak..(parents diorang dlm kete)
then
tyme nk blah ak sempat nengok dye 4 abot 5saat lg kot n nmpak dye cm angkat tngn ckit kt ak..
n dye tros jln dgn agk laju..ak nampak belakang dye jela..
hmmm..tp if ade human error,kirenye juz 20saat utk tgk muke DareDevil tu..
fuhh,20 saat yg memerlukan ak rushing n berlari n blank n dll..
but sngt priceless,atleast ak sempat bg brg tu kt dye..
n xtawu la dye suke ke x ngn brg tu..tp ak bg coz ak caye dye suke..
ntah la..
conclusion..
ILYSDFM DareDevil..
n ak akn try tunaikan sume jnji ak,if ade la.gagaga.lyk yg td.
even kene rushing2,penat,kebulur,s long dpt buat dye hepy.enuf.
btw,sorie coz dh menunggu ak..
jgn lupe salam2 yg ak paskn 4 ur parents n akak farah tu..
hmmm.
meroyan dlm kepenatan.

big bos n the queen....

rush..rush..rush..
pagi td after tgk MU menang lwn arsenal..
ak ingt nk tido
tp dh azan suboh plak..
semayang la..
then,baru nk lelap..
adik ak si irfan ni plak tertinggal bas..
dh la hujan,ak ngn adik ak ni pon berbungkus bju hujan n strt moto..
after anta adik ak g skola..
ak cm nk on9 la jap,nk wat blog,nk cite sal yg ak arini bkl jumpe ngn didi..
tp
tetibe akak ak yg rush masuk bilik ak n cakap
"rep,mak n bpk eksiden!"
BANG!
ak ngn spontan nye bngun g umah jiran pinjam moto(arini mak n ayh ak g keje nek moto,kete servis)
seluar pendek n baju tido ak g meround area masai,sume klinik ak g..
tyme tu baru pukol 7.30(mak ak g keje kol 6.30)
xde ape ak jumpe..
ak try kol mak ak tp henfon off..
ak balik umah n tgk sume dh risau..
dh la pagi tu hujan..
ak meround pon x pkai baju hujan,basah x terkate la.
maklom la,parents eksiden la weyh..ko sebagai anak xkn nk g make up dulu n baru g cari.
kalo korang mcm tu la kn,mmg sah ank derhaka..
anak mane x syg mak weyh!!!!
so,
bnde yg ak,akak,nenek n atok ak is juz menunggu..
ak rase korang pon fhm la ngn perasaan kitorang tyme tu..
xde respon from fon mak ak..
xde berita..
ak xtawu terok o tak...
blank,no idea,,1-1 nye jalan is juz waitg..
tetibe dlm kol 9,sum1 tepon akak ak..
inform psl mak n ayh ak..diorang ade kt hospital sultan ismail..
n sum1 tu gtaw,xde bnde nk risau,everyting ok..
fuhh,lega ckit...
ak,akak,nenek n adk2 ak yg kecik2 bersiap nk g hospital..
naek kete kwn akak ak..
sampai hospital,ak jumpe bpk ak..dye luka ckit kt siku n lebam kt lengan..
ak xtunjuk yg ak ni risau..
ak jumpe dye n ckp
"ok x?mak mcm mane?moto ktne?"
tu je ak tnye..
mak ak tyme tu nga amek x-ray..lame giler..
coz mak ak cm terkehel kt bhgian leher..
jam dh kol 11.30,mak ak xkeluar lg..
simple kn cite..
12.00 mak ak kuar,mak ak cm nga pening lg xley jalan,kene tolak ngn kerusi roda tu.
12.05,.mak,ayh,akak,nenek n adk2 sume balik nek kete mmber akak ak tu..
hati dh tenang ckit..
ak stay kt hospital coz ade agenda seterusnye..
conclusion,
glad mak n ayh ak ok..
syg mereka sngt2..
4ur info,
since pagi nengok bola till kol 12.05 tu ak xtido,xmkn,penat thp gaban!

again......

mmg mcm yg aku agak..
this week mmg bz n mmg susah nk jumpe ngn dye..
byase nye kite g cs,nengok wyg sume tu tp xpela,dh borink..
so,actly ak nk pass sumting kt dye..
ak contct la akak dye,hrp2 dpt la jumpe kt area kebun teh tu..
xde la nk kacau aktiviti dye tu t
tp
terkantoi lak..
baru nk wat surprise...
mmg ni adela surprise ak yg ke-4 yg xbrjaye since dye g plkn...
mmg malang si epin ni...
then dye kate nk jumpe je kt angsana..
esok o lusa..
xtawu jd ke x..
dye kate nk amek barang..
so,kire nye jumpe ak ni juz mcm "isi2 sampingn" dlm karangan BM..
sebenarnye,4me..penting sngt nk jumpe dye..
ak nk borak2,mybe agak lame(if xblank la).
ntahla..
tgk jela t..
maklom la,pasni masing2 akan busy..
1st sem kt matrik mmg bz..senang la dye nk lupekn ak..
dye xphm..
n byk lg la yg ak pkir abot her yg sume nye mybe btol.
tp ak still prcaye yg
dye actly mmg *** kt ak tp dye x *** n xbrani *** *** lg..(sorie cm poyo,tp ni naluri ak)
coz dye x caye kt ak lg...

conclusion,please mark my word..
i love you so damn freakin much,always..
dua lagu ni yg ak nk dye dgr
"ku ingin kamu,kerna ku sayang kamu"
n
hope sngt yg angsana ni jd even bukan ade ape pon kt situ...
jujur takot dye borink..
4me,cukup la ade tmpt nk duduk n selesa nk borak2.
x tawu la bape org yg ikot dye t..
hmm.
again,aku syg kamu..
dulu,kini n selamenye if dye nk..

.............................lagi......

she simple said ".....bukan semua kite nk,kite bole dpt..."
nk tawu???
ayt tu mmbunuh ak..
mcm ak ni juz seketul batu kecik kt tepi jalan..
no one cares..
kene pijak ke,kene taik ke..who cares???
mybe mmg,dye xpnah serius..xpnah phm..susah nk phm..
sakit..
ak nk sngt lepas semua yg ade kt dlm hati ni..
tp....
xley..
i need her so much,
ak sakit,kene kutuk,kene hina..
yup,maybe mmg patot pon dihina n dikutuk o dcaci..
sape la sngt epin ni...
no one cares abot epin...
hanye dye yg dpt tolong ak tp is juz lyk mimpi dlm mimpi..
sakit sngt...
thts y,ak hope sngt2,one day,dye bole bunuh je ak tros..
tp
ini sume slh ak..
mnyusahkn btol la epin ni..
n xde sorang pon nk tawu abot th true story..
dun knoe.
ilysdfm didi.
please phm.

simple story abot WAiTing

whatever it takes
or how my heart breaks.
i will be right here
waiting for you.

i'm still waiting
for you
to be the one
i'm waiting for.

i'll be waiting
here for you
so,if you come here
you'll find me

...............................i promise

i keep waiting for you

but

you never come

yet.

conclusion,

still royaning

always ILYSDFM my DareDevil.

"yes" please.

continue th pain..

"ak,ko"...."org,dye"

korang caye x?

ak n DareDevil gune

"aku,ko"

pelik x?

she is my angel

tp bole plak ak gune panggilan tu.

jujur,ak xselesa tp dye xkesah kot.

4me,sume kene ikot dye.

actly ak nk gune

"org,dye"

cm sopan la ckit

n ak nk sngt gune

n

ak dh try gune pon

sumtyme dye ikot but sumtyme gune "aku,ko" gak.

tp

ak kalo bole dh xnk gune "aku,ko"

tp

ak kene wat dye selesa la

xkn ak nk pakse kot,xnk pakse2 la weyh,nk ikhlas

so,mcm byase its up to her.

ak pon xkesah kalo dye xnk yg ni

coz ade sumting yg lagi penting ak nunggu

ak menunggu dye ckp "yes"

itu lbih penting dari sume yg ak hrp from dye dulu,kini n selamanye.

COncLUSion,

ak xkesah sngt abot panggilan ni.

even sakit gak

tp ak still fokus kt "sumting" tu.

DareDevil tawu ape itu "sumting"

bnde yg ak slalu juangkn.

bnde yg menyakitkn sngt2!

n actly ak phm nape dye let me keep waitg without her permission.

coz dye ........................

thts y im waitg sampai sume yg dye fikir tu ilang.

again n always ILYSDFM DareDevil.

please trust me.

please undrstnd it.

please feel it.

n th main point is

please say "yes".

2 je.

sorie sngt2 to DareDevil,ak mmg mnyusahkn

but ak ley jnji sumting if ak dpt "sumting" tu.

mule meroyan kembali.

mimpi or ilusi

ade before semayang jumaat tu DareDevil ngn ak men msg jap.

xde la bnyk mane kitorang msg.

maklomla ak ni kn sorang yg borink+bohsan

lpas beberape topik

yg byase2 n serius ckit

then

dye kate nk ckp sumting

tp till now dye x ckp pon.

mybe psl ak x tnye n dye pon dh lupe kot.

ak hope sangat bnde yg dye nk cakap tu is sumting yg ak tunggu

tp

keep hoping n waiting jela.

hope sngt2.

kalo bukan yg di harapkn,

rase mcm sume gigi ku diserang sakit gigi lagi la

(sakit gigi,pnah rase?it's one of th most painful pain )

hmm.

please la,hope sngt sprt yg ak nunggu sekian lame.

ak pon ader ingat

dye kate nk jumpe dlm minggu depan

tp

x promise lg.

yup

ak phm sngt perangai dye,xbrani nk promise.

its ok for me.

coz keje ak juz hoping n waiting.

ak hope jd la

coz

t ak dh msuk matrik 11.5

n dgr citer dye pon nk masuk matrik gak

tp dye matrik johor,ak n9

so

nex week ade la

mase pling sempit yg ade.

asalkn jumpe ak dh hepy.

ak nk borak2 ngn dye(tu pon kalo x blank tibe2 la)

nk settle prob ni lg.

nk dgr "yes".

huhuhu.

tp

again sume tu juz hoping dlm mimpi ak.

dh bnyk kali doa moga2 jd realiti.

tp

ak cm tawu pe yg dye always fikirkn.

yg negatif la.

even ak nk yg positif.

sakit bai jd cm ak ni.

korang rase la dulu pe yg ak rase then baru komen.

nk kutuk

nk marah

nk tumbuk

wat la pape,tp pliss rase dulu ape yg ak rase.

cONclusion,

im doing this coz ak dh percaye kt bnde ni.

1st tyme suffering utk dpt kn hati gurl

maybe ni adlh true love utk ak o juz a shit 4 everyone.

but ak caye ape yg ak buat.

hmmm.

ILYSDFM DareDevil.always.

please trust me n please feel it.

n please say "yes"

im serius.

hmm.

ok

kmbali menunggu n berharap.

da next KMNS victim

yup.

KOLEJ MATRIKULASI NEGERI SEMBILAN

KMNS

(Kami Menjana Nilai & Skor)gagagagaga!!!

ak dh decide.

mak ak pon tolong decide kn.

dh istikharah.

matrik la ak pasni.

struggle la.

4 flat sudah msti.

sape lg yg g matrik,inform2 la ak.

balik kampung seremban.

ouh no!!!

burger along,terminal one,seremban parade.

aRGHHH!!!

kemeja,tie,kasut kilat

ARGHHH lagi!!

pape pon doakn la ak ea.

alar,setaun je.

huhuhuhu.

setaun yg gile2.

xmo maen2 lagi.

conCLUSION,

books coming soon,

exam start trying 2 call.

ILYSDFM DareDevil,u r th only tht cn make stop royaning.

please,,,"yes" tu je.

n we cn study ngn slumbernye.

again th shortform juz 4 DareDevil.

menari inang kat sports prima.

bape hari lepas

terq ajak ak men futsal
kt sports prima belakang pasar borong.

ak ikot jela coz dye kate nk anta ak balik after game
ak g umah terq dlm kol 9.

tyme tu dye nga makan megi.

ak call din suroh dtg umh terq.
then after din dtg secare tiba2 apek pon dtg.

huhuhuhu.

kitorang lepak2 dulu umh terq.

dh la on9 lembap thp siput,ad connection problem.

layan cite keliwon,last episod tu.

then,

agk2 jam 10.30

kitorang pon berangkat nek kete saga terq.

plan nk lwn geng dri psir gudang,semangat diorang nk dtg.

gagaga.

kol 11.15 start game.

ok.

simple kn ,team kitorang kalah.

semput thp gaban menari inang tu.

tyme nk byr kurang duit.

coz ade budak psir gudang tu x byr.

haih,SIAL lg.

pape pon balik umah

penat

sakit kaki smpai sekarang

muke sang royanisme yg penat menari

conclusion,

sorie r dowh dh kalah..

skill xkuar tp semput kuar.

maklom la x warm up.

btw,DareDevil wish dye ad skali,bole nari same2.

hmm.ILYSDFM always.

1 may itu indah

1 may

mcm sume org tawu

1 may is hari buroh/labour day

tp

bg ak

1 may ade makne laen

coz 1 may adalah

birthday adik ak

mohamad irfan arif bin irwansyah

yg dh berumur 10 taun secara rasminyer(beza 9taun ngn aku)

bia ak jujur

irfan ni amat sangat degil n ngade2

tp

dye tetap adik ak

mybe sumtyme ak mcm terkasar ngn dye

tp

tu sume utk ajr dye

kitorang suke men wrestling same2

4sure la ak menang

haha

n degil dye tu

dye tetap tnye homwork yg dye xphm kt ak

kdg2 ak cm dummy2 dye tyme jwp

bia dye fikir ckit gune otak.

so,1 may is hari jumaat

same cm besday ak 24.4 yg jugak hari jumaat

n same jugak ngan DareDevil yg jugak hari jumaat.

jumaat yg mulia.

balik semayang ak tros on9.

tetibe mmber ak call.

ajak g jusco nengok wayang.

cite "bohsia"

dgr je perkataan belanje,ak tros setuju.

kol 6.30pm nk gerak.

(dh semayang jumaat g tgk cite bohsia,ape daa)

tetibe

tyme ak ckp kt mak ak yg ak nk kuar,

mak ak kate

nanti pas maghrib nk wat party kecik2 4 adk ak tu.

ak konfius.

ak guilty.

mmber ak dh hon2 kt luar.

tp seorang abg yg x bergune ni tlah memilih utk g tgk bohsia.

damn u abg ipin.

mane syg ko kt adk haa??!

ak balik umah dalam kol 10.30.

party dh abis.

n adk2 sume dh tido.

dh la cite bohsia tu cm sial.

tp tu la

mata ku buta sebab tiket wayang

thts y org kate

penyesalan slalu dtg tyme ending.

kt cni ak nk mintak maap sangat2 kt adk ak.

ak bukan abg yg baek.

hmm.

tu la,lupe lg nasihat mak ak.

pape pon

happy birthday to irfan!!!!

(nurul arifah baju biru cair,mohd irfan arif tersengeh n mohd ramdan arif pelik ngn baju manchester nye)

conclusion,

tryin to b abg yg baek

btw,

irfan,ipin.sengal n DareDevil sambut besday pd hari yg same tp laen tarikh la.

n also tryin to b gud enuf 4 my DareDevil.

ILYSDFM DareDevil.

GEnting highland semakin rendah....

ipin sengal~terq~toyib

kitorang plan g genting...

maklomla,

kitorang ni mmber since skola rendah

dh lame x hang out.

so

plan mengejut terjadi.

ak pon bwk duit rm200 je

utk

percutian 4malam 4hari tersebut.

kitorang tompang umah mak cik toyib.

ade bibik wiwid n atok skali.

best umah tu,mkanan sdap.

credit to toyib.

ok,perjalanan ke genting start.

kitorang amek tren from kajang.

tp

terq nk tunggu awek dye plak si naj.

dh ade dlm 3 tren lalu baru tren yg naj naek dtg.

brader jage stesen pon dh nengok smcm coz dri td x nek tren.

naj bwk mmber dye,sepasang kaple dari ASIS n SESERI.

so perjalanan kmbali dinikmati dgn berdiri sampai ke kl sentral.

smpai kl sentral,

kitorang tros g kaunter beli package genting tu.

RM42

(bas pegi balik,cable car,indoor n outdoor)

bas kitorang kol dlm 1.30

so

kitorang makan2 dulu kt kenny rogers
n

naj bg kitorang cupcake homemade dye

siap ade name woo

ok,lpas makan n pegi toilet.

ngam2 kol 1.30 kitorang g bas.

so berjalan2 smbil tido kumpul energi.

maklomla perot pon dh pnoh ngn ayam.

hahaha..

ok sampai stesen bas kt bwh genting tu,

kitorang sambung naek cable car.

yg terpantas di dunia n terpanjang di asia tu.

gagaga

hmmm.

abot 15 minit tergantung sampai pon kt
genting.

so

kami buat la ape2 yg patot disitu.

kabus tebal.sejuk giler.

tp still enjoy

conclusion,

njoy2.

thanx to

toyib~ATM bergerak

terq~tour guide

naj~cupcake

n mase2 wif u all

DareDevil,wish u were there but keep royaning jela.

ILYSDFM DareDevil.